There’s something more I need to say. It's been a long time coming. I made a new topic because I feel this one is more important than the last.
I apologize to the community, and to Katelyn for the way I came out to the community last year about how I worked for her business. I apologize for the way I handled our breakup. I apologize to the people I talked to while pretending to be Katelyn in my attempts to help decrease her workload. I realize the events of our breakup were over a year ago, but to me it was only yesterday.
I've decided to cancel the GiantessLove.com project for both serious health reasons and because building it goes against the very thing I spent the last seven years helping build, love, and care for.
Eight years ago I joined Katelyn’s business for one reason only: Love, and only love. Nothing else has ever mattered to me. The only thing I cared about was giving my love to Katelyn and helping her succeed in life.
I loved her with all my heart, and was utterly devoted to her, her fetish, and her business. The works I created were out of a pure expression of my love for her and to display for the world the beauty of her sexuality.
Giantess Love was a continuation of that love and devotion to Katelyn even though we had broken up a year prior. I have been holding out with hope, holding out with hope, going through every stage of grief trying desperately to rebuild my life with her. But without her love as the fuel of my fire, I cannot do it.
And furthermore I cannot bring myself to build a site that would compete with Katelyn’s Giantessbooru. I built Giantessbooru out of my love for Katelyn. She was, and always will be my Goddess, my love, and I cannot bring myself to impact her or her business or her sites in any way.
I have spent the last year alone, isolated, and struggling with severe depression - no fault but my own as I have failed to move on. The last few days I came to the realization that I’m not going to live unless I move back home where I can get help.
I need to re-evaluate my life, my work, and my passion in life and focus on staying alive. I may continue my FX work, but it will only be FX work and the style may change. I don’t know yet.
Thank you for all your support, all of you have kept me going countless times over the last year when I felt I couldn't go any further.
And last but not least to Katelyn - I am incredibly proud of you and everything you have accomplished. I love you with all my heart. I’m sorry we weren’t meant to be. Live the giantess dreams we both dreamed of. I love you.